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Tuesday, 10 July 2012

  • Eternity

    Chapter 1

    (Excerpt from new book)

    Eternity that was the length of the sentence my father was to live out, the same sentence that was now passed on to me after his

    untimely death. Only one other being shared the same fate as me his name was Azrael or death as humans have come to call him.

    We went together quite perfectly the two of us. After all Death and Destruction go hand and hand.

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Wednesday, 25 January 2012

  • TRUSTED

    You are kind, polite, and always a GENTLEMEN to me,

    Even when my words aren't always the KINDEST.

    I hurt you today, ripped out that piece of you that LOVED me even when you warned me not to fall for you.

    It's against who you are not to CARE for every living being on this plant.

    You asked for only one thing from me "TRUST" and for a while I gave that to you,

    Then you asked me for a look in my MIND.

    I don’t think you understand what I SAVED you from; a smile hides many things behind it.

    The DARKNESS that I can not bear to speak of and even more that I was so afraid you would ask me about.

    Is it a LIE if you don’t ask me to tell you about it?

    I was so AFRAID that you would ask and then I would have to tell you because I can not lie to you.

    Now I've LOST you, what am I to do?

     

     

Wednesday, 05 October 2011

  • Your life would be better off without me!

    Today was like my favorite sweet and sour candy.

    A bitter sweet reminder of what I always saw but always hoped I would never have to face again.

    A double edged sword cutting both ways, carving through bone and fleash and leaving me bare and open for all the world to see.

    Making me open my eyes and see that I was still just a little girl dressed in womens clothing still playing dress up after all these years.

    After growing up when I should have been a child am I digressing turning back into the child I never got to be or is this always how I have been seen by others.

    Numb, cold , lifeless were the eyes that i looked into have you forgotten me so quickly or is it that now I can take care of myself so there is no reason to worry about it anylonger.

    And I was ready for this, ready to see you and forgive you for all that you had done or more or less not done.

    Don't worry I can be there for myself that how its always been and if not I have someone whos willing to help me pick up the peices that you so carelessly scatter across the floor.

    My life would be nothing without you I would'nt even be here but maybe it would be better if I was never born in the first place.......

     

    Have you ever just had the moment were you wish you had never been born in the first place, or it seem like others think that about you

Saturday, 24 September 2011

  • Songs that you think fit you but really fit everyone week 1

    Stero Hearts

    [Adam Levine]
    My heart's a stereo
    It beats for you, so listen close
    Hear my thoughts in every note, oh oh.
    Make me your radio
    Turn me up when you feel low
    This melody was meant for you
    Just sing along to my stereo

    [Travie McCoy]
    If I was just another dusty record on the shelf
    Would you blow me off and play me like everybody else?
    If I asked you to scratch my back, could you manage that?
    Like it read well, check it Travie, I can handle that
    Furthermore, I apologize for any skipping tracks
    It's just the last girl that played me left a couple cracks
    I used to used to used to used to, now I’m over that
    Cause holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts

    If I could only find a note to make you understand
    I'd sing it softly in your ear and grab you by the hand
    Just keep it stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune
    And know my heart's a stereo that only plays for you

    [Chorus]
    My heart's a stereo
    It beats for you, so listen close
    Hear my thoughts in every note, oh oh
    Make me your radio
    Turn me up when you feel low
    This melody was meant for you
    Just sing along to my stereo

    Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh to my stereo
    Oh oh oh oh to sing along to my stereo

    [Travie McCoy]
    If I was an old-school fifty pound boombox
    Would you hold me on your shoulder, wherever you walk
    Would you turn my volume up in front of the cops
    And crank it higher everytime they told you to stop
    And all I ask is that you don't get mad at me
    When you have to purchase mad D batteries
    Appreciate every mixtape your friends make
    You never know we come and go like on the interstate

    I think I finally found a note to make you understand
    If you can hit it, sing along and take me by the hand
    Just keep me stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune
    You know my heart's a stereo that only plays for you

    [Chorus]
    My heart's a stereo
    It beats for you, so listen close
    Hear my thoughts in every note, oh oh
    Make me your radio
    Turn me up when you feel low
    This melody was meant for you
    Just sing along to my stereo

    Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh to my stereo
    Oh oh oh oh to sing along to my stereo

    [Bridge]
    I only pray you'll never leave me behind (never leave me)
    Because good music can be so hard to find (so hard to find)
    I take your hand and pull it closer to mine
    Thought love was dead, but now you're changing my mind

    [Chorus]
    My heart's a stereo
    It beats for you, so listen close
    Hear my thoughts in every note, oh oh
    Make me your radio
    Turn me up when you feel low
    This melody was meant for you
    Just sing along to my stereo

    Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh to my stereo
    Oh oh oh oh to sing along to my stereo

    * Years later after having a revilation about this and my love of music they make a song that so fits me i want to cry like a baby.

Friday, 23 September 2011

  • The Long Dead Species Of Gentlemen

    "Are they really out there myth or reality?"

    Gentlemen

    It is so weird today I woke up and decied to go have breakfast at BK which what I was supposed to do with a friend. So I get up and shes like I need to study for an Anotomy test sorry girl. And I'm all cool with that so instead I throw on some clothes gets some breakfast and am walking to my Psycology class my hands full with all the stuff I brought with me that morning. A random guy coming out of the buliding sees me and holds the door open for me, I'm so surprised I almost forgot to say thank you. Guys don't do stuff like that anymore its like trying to find a rare species of animal; it happens some where every once in awhile but not to me.

     

    Not even one minute later it happens again this guy coould have been a total dick and left his stuff sitting in the seat next to him but instead he moves out of the way for me to take a seat Twice in one day what were they smoking. I thought I was dying like maybe they could see that I had this type of sickness or something and wanted to make the last day of my life better. You do not see guys acting like gentlemen anymore they're dying off like the dinosaurs did back in the day. Its one of those things you have to see to believe and dont go say well my boyfriend/husband is a gentlemen, Please if that was true they would act the same way around their friends as they do with you and we all know thats not true.........so there we have it two guys among millions doing something that would make the other portion of the male population gag. are they still out there are they like big foot where there aere spotings but no truth that they exsist. The world may never know.

     

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